I want to know what it feels like to Be Fast

Screw You Kids.. ->->->->->->->->->->-v

So..
New Years Eve.
I guess this calls for some Resolutions..

First off..i am starting this yr..i shaved..got my hair cut..took a nice cleansing bath..bought some new clothes..redid my nails..i think im ready for a new beginning..the only thing that is missing... is someone to celebrate this fresh new year with. Ahwell.

life goes on.....

as im learning..
anyway.. so beginning with my first resolution..
Today..as I was working out at southshore..I ran a 5k on the tredmill (aka:Hell) and after I talked to Mr. Buschlen (the Henry David Thoreau of our county) cuz he was working out also..he comes up to me..and he asks me

"Slabaugh..whats it like to be fast? What is it like to be fast?
I want to
know what it feels like to be fast.."

well..for my first new years resolution:

1) I am going to find out what it feels like to be fast..no
matter what strive it takes..

yea..ive finally realized..ive been asking myself that question..i just didnt put it into words..but i want to find out..
my other resoultions

2)Build a stronger relationship with my Family..get to know them..let them get to know me..be able to depend on them..make them feel open to rely on me.. i kinda have always wanted that...i just havent tried i guess.

3)Know what love feels like..says what it means..means what it says..nothing more to say about that..

4) be the healthy person i percieve to be to people..not just act like it when im around people..but always..ive been ahypocrite about it..

5) be more open about my thoughts..let people know whats on my mind..be more assertive about what i want..

I guess thats about it..
but i know im gunna be more aggressive towards this whole..you know..
i dont get what no one knows you want..
anyways

cheers for the New YEars..and I hope everyone has a good one..
I will leave you from a little of "Bloc Party, Like eating glass"

It's so cold in this house

Open mouth swallowing us

The children staying home from school

Will not stop crying

And I know that you're busy too

I know that you care

You got your finger on the pulse

You got your eyes everywhere

And it hurts all the time when you don't return my calls

And you haven't got the time to remember how it was

It's so cold in this house

It's so cold in this house

I can't eat, I can't sleep

I can't sleep, I can't dream

An aversion to light

Got a fear of the ocean

Like drinking poison, like eating glass

It's so cold in this house

Come and show me how it was

We've got crosses on our eyes

Been walking into the walls again

We've got crosses on our eyes

Been walking into the furniture

We've got crosses on our eyes

For richer, for poorer, for better, for worse

We've got crosses on our eyes

We've been walking into the furniture