Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Food can go to hell

..Soo theres this trail mix..my dad ALWAYS has to buy.. and i ALWAYS pig out on it.. which makes me feel..umm horrible..
but anyway so i eat it
and i put all these unnessasary calories in my body..only to benefit (or not benefit in my case)
with a bloated stomach and a extra temporary 2 lbs or so
not something i need inmy life..
Tracks on its way..
Fat girls DONT run
track nonetheless..
the trail mix seems to make me forget about this..until its gone..and then im like DAMN.
.im gunna suck. soo..screw trail mix..
It kind of reminds me of how..
i put so much effort into relationships (friendships, or love relationships..whatever) and
while im happy for that instant. when its alll done and over with...im left ina life of despair.
.wondering why the hell i wasted all taht time.

Life lives..go on.. i guess. what else are you going to do?

anyway. thats it..
I hate Trail Mix...
.I dont hate friendships n' stuff..
I dislike relationships that go bad.

many things pissed me off today..
*ate that damn trail mix in the morning
*someone wont leave me the hell alone with their Hug addiction..need i say they are literally mentally retarded
*I guess im supposevely a dork for wanting to read..
*I cant relax while reading in the media center..i was laying down..and the teacher told me i needed to sit up..yea cuz im taking up so much space for those tons of people around trying to sit down....yeah
*i can't put my personality into my clothes without people ragging on it. basically our school is a conformist cult..if you dont look like them..you are basically not a human.. go figure.
High School Is Sooo overrated

anyhow.. hm..who would of though.. good song by Autolux.. kinda explains my emotions about the world.. incidentally yea. Music=Good Stuff..GOod Drug. if theres such thing. Marry-a-Jew-on-a plant..woah..i am creative.. think about it.
yea soo the song... Sugarless By Autolux..check it out fool. ...

Impossible day
i don’t complain
i’m over it i guess
scattered and grey
so i hold it back
and keep it sugarless



...Score

*liz

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