Mind over heart..or is it now the other way around..

I demanded towards myself..
no Christmas Gift for him..

what would be the purpose?

i didnt listen to my self.. Of course..and he has a heart felt present sitting patiently under the tree with all my thoughts and feelings included..transfered from my heart to my hands .. to the gift he will be recieving (a mix cd, a DVD, a "homemade" neclace with my hankerchiefs and a pick, and a paper airplane note..) I dontk now... what will it accomplish? nothing except for pure empathy.. Saweet. I couldnt stop myself..once i started..there was no stopping whatsoever...

Christmas Spirit..i Tell Ya

anyway. School= 3 Days..= PURE JOY!
cept..i would like a nice boy for the holidays..Owell.
So yea i put a lot of work into my gifts and i am very happy with them..cept one..i dont know what to do yet..but..yea.. hah
Christmas=5 Days.. Bliss..joy..love..family..smiles..tears..laughing..memories..
Essence..

I love it.

Speaking of Love.. "Jacks Mannequin" is Love.. Listen to it!

But if you left it up to me
Everyday would be a holiday from real
We'd waste our weeks beneath the sun
We'd fry our brains and say it's so much fun
Out here
But when it's all over
I'll come back for another year

This night's a perfect shade of
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning (burning) down
Dark blue (dark blue)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning dark blue

I Retire..