Letting go of him is like sliding a leech off my skin.

I'ts hard...I'm really trying to be strong.

..its hard.
those two are doing good
She's finally happy again.
I am happy for her..yet i am extremely jealous.
life goes on..i just havent yet.

*Sigh*

Anyway.. Crazy Mixed Emotions this morning.. but I am over it... cuz ultimately..nothing will settle this unstableness i have cept..the best..and its already taken.. hm
..I Hate those dreams tho..that seem like theyre real and for the longest itme when your between sleeping and waking up..and your like

Ohh MY GAWD...did that just happen..or was i dreaming.. andd

incidentally..you are sleeping.. and sometimes thats a good thing..other times..its a hope-kill.. Thank god this one didnt happen tho.. i would have to .. die.. anywya.. im not satisfied with the outturns of things at the moment..
5 Days tho! ahhh am i readyy ..

yea.. so "kaki king" has some sweet instumental music..it really needs to be heard..soo hear it!

i wish i knew how to put music codes on here.. ah well..anyway..
im out.. peace be with you..

Merry

CHRISTMAS!